Being randomly followed by very political Muslims in other countries with disturbing photos in their feed is a little unnerving. I'd love to point out that "Jennifer Annistton" (sic) is none of those pictures of women naming them as local businesses in the music category, and none of the women look like music artists anyway. I wonder if Jennifer gets freaked out. Maybe this is why Brad left. I may as well continue this free associating into saying I'm loving Tosh's 'season of Brad', I don't care what anyone says.
I was up and down through the night with writing compulsions. I may have linked this before, but if you really want to see how I am when I'm writing, this cute little story hits that nail right on. Click the pic to buy it, go here to read it. Click here to see it in a previous post.
I can't believe my official accounts have been up for two months already. Man, time flies. Finally shoved the CSS through a grinder yesterday and just flung darts, so my dotcom looks a little more settled now. Not crazy about the hidden area turning purple because it looked so sleek in black (like a cave, right?) and my black buttons were super awesome in there, but now I'm thinking about turning my buttons purple. Pink and blue make purple, so the social deficit anxiety progression growth is logical (my pinterest is pinkybluejacky with the first pix of me to come out on the internet). (Book coming.) I basically created my own little tweet deck in that purple cave, I could really go wild in there. I'm holding back. Can I fling myself completely off the randomness map and mention one more time that Gary Graham follows me in twitter? I mean, other people do too, but it just means a LOT that he does, not only because he played a Vulcan but because we talked in the past and I really respect the lengths he goes to standing up for principals and getting things done that a lot of people never see or hear about. I'm also already getting aspie support via Kenn Medeiros, and you need to go like his Zombienado movie page on Facebook right now. Proud to say I'm inventing the #aspienado mashtag with the title of this post. Let's make that a thing, and go check out Asperger Experts on Facebook while you're at it, they are rockin the world right now with their #1 mistake breakthrough.
Ok, already all over the map on my daily planning blog. Making taco salad for supper, continuing the spring cleaning throwing rugs and curtains in the wash, got a couple of beta readers going, and I even dragged out the paperwork I need to fill out and send in to the publisher. Time to FOCUS! >=o GET TO WORK!!!
I've been crunching through this week like banshees are after me, slugging blankets and coats into the wash, curtains and rugs coming up. I am so done with winter. If it snows any more I'm closing all my blinds and putting my cute capris on and making milkshakes.
Also been crunching through more code work, started tutorials on CSS, I'm such a lazy procrastinating slacker on that. Some buttons I crafted last year suddenly came in wonderfully handy, just another example of my erratic wandering into 'wasted' time beautifully plugging back into synchronous utility. Still seeing flaws, always that one pixel here or there that got missed. Those will get fixed. Mostly I just wanted the black/white motif in a specific size. Eventually I hope to black the gray out as well. So much slicker as in monotone on that page.
Have to run to town today, major grocery restocking after a couple other errands. I haven't done BIG grocery shopping in a couple months, I think. My head is a CSS mess right now, no telling if I'll miss stuff on my list. I have a hard time coming back out after going in so deep. I'll be coasting on Bradley today. I let him boss me around when my head doesn't work.
I hope he reminds me to get parmesan cheese. Scott had a fit because we ran out.
Just over 6 weeks till vacation. Trying not to think of everything that could go wrong before then, so used to ducking for anvils falling out of the sky.
I haven't had really bad headaches in a long time, at least since last summer when my upper neck and skull were vigorously ASTYMed for a few weeks in physical therapy. Since my hard fall in the slushy snow around ten or so days ago I've had an almost continuous headache and rough pain spikes all over my body. I'm ready to body slam the nearest victim through a wall on general principal.
Ok, got totally distracted looking for a cute graphic, click this pic for an awesome blog of cartoony stuff.
Despite all this sensation overload, I'm noticing I'm creeping back out onto twitter a little more, yay!
Still not ready to get back in full social swing, have way too much work to catch up on. I'm starting to develop some new projections, shooting for some really big stuff to start happening this summer. If I want this to really be real, I can't keep stopping for distraction stuff. I'm still extremely disappointed at all my projections being blown so badly the last few months, and I know if I don't get back on this, it would be too easy for depression to creep back in and let it all slip away again. I know some of my friends understand this, because they keep cheering me on even when I suck.
I've decided not to tempt fate any more than I have to. I moved an appointment I have today to later in the week. This weather related falling stuff sux, don't want any more of it.
Got my green on anyway, even if there is no one here to pinch me. In a little bit I'll make some green biscuits and gravy, and I'm toying with green spaghetti and meatballs tonight. I've made a lot of green food in my life, never green spaghetti. We'll see how that turns out. I used to never take pictures of my green food, but I did find this cheesecake in my archives. I'm getting way better at making food look pretty. One of these days I want to write a fun recipe book for holiday food, and there will be a whole section on turning food green. My plan is to replicate everything I've ever turned green through the years and take pictures this time.
I wimped out of the Walking Dead live tweet last night, had a feeling it would be a little too rough for me to mock, and sure enough, had nightmares about my parents last night. Kinda hard shaking that off and getting on with the day. I could have predicted that entire episode, glad they slammed through the grisliness of it. I wouldn't have blinked at immediately shooting a broken kid in the face for doing that, wouldn't have been tortured with justification and guilt at all. THAT is how I've been able to operate since I was ten years old, thanks to the things I was forced to deal with growing up. Now I need a cute picture to get my mind off.
And now I need to pull my head together and get to WORK.