I very rarely look at stats on my spoonie blog. I don't push or link that blog beyond the most bare moments. I was only looking on a whim today, with no intentions, and I can't help noticing that the little rushes of hits don't necessarily coincide with me actually publishing posts.
When I take a closer look that becomes very obvious. I had not posted at all there since January 8th.
I guess that blog link is being shared once in awhile now, sweet. That's nice to know. I've had another post for that blog on my mind for about a week now, maybe I'll get on that pretty soon.
I've spent my day freed from a remarkably heavy burden. I guess just making the decision and the effort to out with some real feelings was a bigger deal than I thought. I can only imagine how I'll feel when the first book is done.