April 10, 2014
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Seven months. Still straining inexorably toward my goals.
Every step has been hard, but not every step has been miserable. There are plenty of joyful steps to look back on, and looking back is always surprising and beautiful.
Still, turning forward again to take another step takes every bit as much grit as the very first step I took, and every step in between. This month is as excruciating as any other month, but this is the month where I hope to finally crawl over the lip of that distant high plateau, scraped up and pissy and out of breath. The question that keeps popping into my head this morning is HOW BADLY DO I WANT IT? Because I know arriving will be the first step to the next part, and I can already see it might be even harder. But.
I want this. Even if it gets harder.
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- 2018 - What are we doing today, Zuul? January 5, 2018
- Pinky live on mobile now August 23, 2014
- my Timelord name August 22, 2014
- timey wimey bloggy woggy August 20, 2014
- this day in history August 18, 2014
- popcorn August 15, 2014
- lost in space August 13, 2014
- circus baby August 12, 2014
- in which I dare to take a selfie with Camus August 10, 2014
- Hong Kong Cavaliers August 8, 2014
- never underestimate the power of otter pops August 7, 2014
- Can someone please make a gif of the Lexx blowing up the Death Star, thank you August 6, 2014
- weirdly awesome August 5, 2014
- experience addiction August 3, 2014
- we're all infected August 2, 2014
- end or beginning, our choice August 1, 2014
- another ordinary wednesday, sort of July 30, 2014
- we know our drugs July 28, 2014
- frickin awesome Monday July 28, 2014
- burrito 1, bonenado 58 July 27, 2014
- Protected: picking up my brain coils July 27, 2014
- yay for burrito parties =D July 25, 2014
- 50 shades of pink July 24, 2014
- Protected: I'm mean today, go away July 24, 2014
- smash July 22, 2014
- Klingon bastards July 21, 2014
- I brake for ducks July 18, 2014
- so much stuff July 18, 2014
- bonenado July 17, 2014
- trew luv July 16, 2014
- little yellow bolts of light July 15, 2014
- scaring the straights July 14, 2014
- movin groovin gummy bear July 13, 2014
- ludicrous speed July 12, 2014
- disciprin! July 11, 2014
- make it cheesy July 10, 2014
- bet you didn't notice the monkey wears a pink hat July 9, 2014
- Narf! July 8, 2014
- GET TO WORK! July 7, 2014
- a statement about twitter (boring, don't read this) July 5, 2014
- pinky robot carwash zombie July 2, 2014
- happy fourth of july July 1, 2014
- splat like a bug June 30, 2014
- a super short story with lots of pix about how Hermione, Ron, and Harry changed my life, although I'm not sure which one is Ron or Harry June 28, 2014
- WORKING June 27, 2014
- in everybody's faces June 26, 2014
- nearly fills the sky June 26, 2014
- A writer writes, always- encouragement to some fellow bloggers June 25, 2014
- because I'm falling down June 25, 2014
- you made it right June 24, 2014
- standing in the smoke June 23, 2014
- Fargate Who June 20, 2014
- fractal vertigo June 19, 2014
- someone asked in a forum why I'm still ~busy~ June 17, 2014
- my work environment June 16, 2014
- life's a beach June 15, 2014
- we like to party! June 14, 2014
- Happy Father's Day #devilJesus and all you other dads too, including the zombies June 13, 2014
- NOW June 12, 2014
- wet and mellow June 11, 2014
- Yablo's House June 9, 2014
- Spock Shady June 8, 2014
- the depths to which I've risen, the heights to which I've sunk June 7, 2014
- wibbly-wobbly June 7, 2014
- Banzai! -rerun June 5, 2014
- brain party June 2, 2014
- redneck A-list May 31, 2014
- early morning brain splat May 30, 2014
- iz becoming a thing May 29, 2014
- How sweet to be an idiot and dip my brain in joy. May 28, 2014
- beau pantalon May 27, 2014
- the Drew Carey show tunes post May 26, 2014
- the tough get rough May 24, 2014
- WWJSD? May 24, 2014
- out of the way, coming through >=l May 23, 2014
- spocked May 22, 2014
- what if the tooth fairy was called the tooth monster? May 21, 2014
- the fun house May 20, 2014
- cosmic curve balls May 18, 2014
- nothing ever really fades with time May 17, 2014
- glitchy robot May 16, 2014
- courir en hurlant May 15, 2014
- not looking back May 13, 2014
- drive May 11, 2014
- my best week of 2014 May 10, 2014
- back to earth May 9, 2014
- 70,000 May 8, 2014
- zurrito May 7, 2014
- Sharknado hit Gringos, lions and tigers and bears, oh my May 6, 2014
- the coffee song May 5, 2014
- aspie spaz May 4, 2014
- good morning, Dallas May 3, 2014
- nerves on an absolutely beautiful morning May 1, 2014
- in orbit all the way around April 30, 2014
- when you boil it all down April 30, 2014
- (HQ) Coyote Kisses - Galactic Love Song [Acid Wolfpack EP], bcuz that title cracks me up April 29, 2014
- life in plastic April 29, 2014
- fly like a moron April 28, 2014
- some of us just like to read April 27, 2014
- fun chaotic randomness April 26, 2014
- fusion April 25, 2014
- expect a big surprise today... April 23, 2014
- PR, bcuz I don't do troll bait April 22, 2014
- ultimate bedhead April 22, 2014
- back to the weird dreams April 21, 2014
- tastes like winning April 18, 2014
- all I asked for was a frickin' rotating chair April 17, 2014
- Duck Lords April 16, 2014
- ironical purging after a blood moon April 15, 2014
- are you ready, boots? April 14, 2014
- and it's not carpal tunnel, so don't tell me that April 11, 2014
- gameboard April 10, 2014
- backwards day April 9, 2014
- devolution April 8, 2014
- C.A.P.E.R. April 6, 2014
- nowhere we can run to anymore April 5, 2014
- party on the rocks April 4, 2014
- 500 miles April 3, 2014
- alien bogeys April 2, 2014
- beta flux April 1, 2014
- double countdown commences March 31, 2014
- brain chocolate March 30, 2014
- fake rhetoric March 29, 2014
- going Jack Bauer all over your skunk March 28, 2014
- nerdtastic doesn't get my breakfast made March 27, 2014
- mellow YOLO March 26, 2014
- space cadet March 25, 2014
- trigger happy March 24, 2014
- dreaming of surreality March 23, 2014
- pink and black paisley March 22, 2014
- burrito is already a singer March 21, 2014
- #aspienado March 20, 2014
- it's a bossy Bradley day March 19, 2014
- into the blue so I can work March 18, 2014
- crunchy snow March 17, 2014
- WORK March 16, 2014
- Lexxing March 15, 2014
- like sugar to my heart March 14, 2014
- painting the words of my love March 13, 2014
- 500 words before 6 a.m. because this is how I roll March 13, 2014
- ocarina of time March 12, 2014
- evil villains do laundry, too March 11, 2014
- favstar as a brain tool March 10, 2014
- more suck than usual March 9, 2014
- what Schrodinger's cat really does in that box March 7, 2014
- looks like my brain works just fine, despite the headache March 6, 2014
- it's been 7 years March 5, 2014
- chuis bo March 5, 2014
- the disaster of wrapping my brain around something March 4, 2014
- till I become March 3, 2014
- that being said March 3, 2014
- when the demon is me March 3, 2014
- I live for explosions. #confession March 2, 2014
- it's a pinkybluejacky day March 1, 2014
- pleaeaeaeaze February 28, 2014
- the best years of our lives February 27, 2014
- slamming my brain through the ALP mood grinder February 26, 2014
- we're going down February 25, 2014
- rich with eem February 24, 2014
- this planet earth turns slowly February 23, 2014
- how sweet to be an idiot February 22, 2014
- scary late night movie social and stuffs February 22, 2014
- 1000 word brain salad February 21, 2014
- Super Pinky February 20, 2014
- ain't gonna lie or beg February 19, 2014
- recentering February 16, 2014
- walking next to me February 16, 2014
- taxes and many other errands February 14, 2014
- Valentine Fail February 13, 2014
- zombies in SDC February 12, 2014
- opinions of other people’s opinions of other people’s opinions February 11, 2014
- I suck. I blame global warming. February 10, 2014
- where is little Johnny when I need him? February 9, 2014
- because Dogwoman would be a dumb name February 8, 2014
- on fire in so many ways February 7, 2014
- because there is no Gumby Spock in this world February 6, 2014
- moving in stereo February 4, 2014
- initiating a positive consequences panic attack for purposes of finding lost paperwork February 1, 2014
- chocolate fixes everything January 31, 2014
- parts is parts, and it's not all chicken January 30, 2014
- trade offs- one distraction for another and WORK January 29, 2014
- white and nerdy January 27, 2014
- just a dream and the wind to carry me January 26, 2014
- If I had you January 25, 2014
- moar coffeh January 25, 2014
- bcuz BACON and BURRITOS January 24, 2014
- TUH, ions, and maybe rice January 23, 2014
- things to do, places to go, people to bug January 22, 2014
- floating thru the cold in stasis January 21, 2014
- when red is blue January 20, 2014
- battening down the hatches January 19, 2014
- Categories, because now we hafta organize our tags January 18, 2014
- nightmare smooshing January 17, 2014
- it's no better to be safe than sorry January 16, 2014
- bizness as usual January 15, 2014
- guess the z's are working January 14, 2014
- toyz January 13, 2014
- spin the spinner January 12, 2014
- subprimordial ooze and brain slicking January 10, 2014
- Z-bombed January 9, 2014
- ice spydars January 8, 2014
- ahhhhh January 7, 2014